STICKING TO A HEALTHY LIFESTYLE

Tuesday, April 13, 2021

MY LOVE AFFAIR WITH ALCOHOL

 

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When we first met I was intrigued by you. You where so mature and I so innocent. You where the popular one in the room. Everyone wanted you and wanted to be around you. I was nervous when you came towards me but excited at the same time. I wondered what it would be like to be with you, but was scared because I had never done this before.
When we finally met you where warm and exciting. You made me feel amazing. I felt mature beyond my age. You gave me confidence to do the things I never could. You where always there, you never left my side. I was so thankful I found you as you made my life come alive. You built my confidence and reassured me I could do anything. I was in love.
Only one day you didn’t. You quit helping me when life got hard. You where only making things worse. You quit making me happy and constantly made me sad. I couldn’t leave you though. We had such a long relationship with so many good memories. I didn’t want to lose you. I couldn’t bare to be without you. You were my everything!!
Only you continued to become more abusive to me. It started slow but escalated over time. I didn’t want the world to know what you had done to me. So I made excuses for you. I protected you. I lost myself for you. I did everything I could to save our relationship., while you did nothing but what you wanted. You always did what you wanted. You never loved me.
So I had to learn to un-love you. I had to figure out how to let you go. You ruined to much of my life and alienated me from my friends and family. Your false promises had fallen on deaf ears finally. It was time to move on from your narcissistic ways. I loved you but I couldn’t be with you anymore. Our life together was over.


Written By: Brian Morgan
Sober Date: 4/10/2020

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