It is amazing what God can do when you turn over your Will and Life to Him everyday.
For 15 years I worked hard at destroying everything I loved and those who Loved me. My master was the bottle and it managed me and drove all my decisions. He was a hard master and came at a high price but I was willing to do anything for him. In that short 15 years I lost my family, my health and my respect.
But today I have a new Master who has all Power - that One is God. May you find Him now! Sep. 16th, 2020, God once again, (not my first trip to rehab), showed that He has always been right by me, I just needed to look to Him and not the bottle. This time I surrendered and turned, yes turned my Will and Life over to His care, for today.
Today I am happy to report that today I am marrying my wife again, that I worked so hard to push away. She looks at me with respect again and (with the real miracle) trust. Not all has been restored but everyday I get up, thank Him and turn my Will and Life over to God, just for today. He is a much easier Master with much better rewards.
P.S. Monday I will be 8 months sober.
Sherman B.
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